Sunday, 16 June 2013

why?!

everything between me and him is okay now. but why? why am i still not happy? what still doesnt satisfy me? why am i feeling this way? im at the verge of crying but...... im so xonfuse! tell me what's lacking? :'( 

Stronger Than Ever.

my birthday is tomorrow. my family and i celebrated my birthday in advance. because tmr, dad's nt gonna be around. he's going off to indonesia for some work stuff. i should be happy because my whole entire life, i never had such celebration.  but im not. i dnt knw why, but im not. i just cant. brother in law bought me the shoe i ever wanted, but i wasnt happy. all i did was just faking a smile. only today i realised, that my love for him was stronger than i ever knew....